make it st0p, please
My name is Nate. I'm guessing you're wondering what's my deal. I'm depressed, if you didn't notice. Why? I honestly have been wondering about the same for a long time.
I can't sleep, and when i do - it's horrible. The truth is, people are shit - in general at least. And if it weren't for those shitty people, i wouldn't feel so fucking insecure about myself. So, here's to not giving a fuck, suicidal thoughts, starving, and in general just feeling like shit. Cheers!
HW: 136
CW: 120
GW: 120 (FINISHED)
GW2: 115 (Visit a friend of mine)
Soooo, since i’ve gotten down to 120 lbs i’m rewarding myself with shopping tomorrow with a group of friends! It’s going to be awesome, I can’t wait.
I’ve decided that i’m not giving up on her. I’m not going to keep pushing her away. I love her, and nothing will ever change that. I don’t believe we will ever be normal again - but we can be even better. We will be.
She’s honestly the must stunning and beautiful person i’ve ever met. A day doesn’t go by without me thinking about her at some point. She’s sarcastic, sharp and dramatic sometimes - but she’s perfect in every way.
I’ve missed her, I just don’t want to lose her again. I can’t do that.
